The Moon & Star's

2004-01-14T14:52:00.000-08:00

hey sup. I do not have much to write today is that wrong "NO" I don't believe it is. I can't think of one thing to write onthe other hand can I just say that Jillian should be a blonde because some of the things she does is so funny. Ok bye know.

2004-01-12T15:16:00.000-08:00

hey it's me today was ok I guess. Courtney and I are going to winter formal just to go on the rides it's going to be fun fun
fun yeppy. Carols not going and know one tells me anything. I'm like a shadow to everyone or thats what I feel llike I don't really get along with anyone on guard so it kinda sucks there. I try to be nice and don't talk about my self all the time but it's hard not to. I don't want to talk about other people behind there back. I can just say I have alot of things to work on.
(But why is the rum gone?) now can anyone tell me that. This boy I think likes me still souldn't he shouldn't he shouldn't
he shouldn't he shouldn't.It's just not right. any ways it's written in two of my friends classes. Well I just had to get that
off my cheast. There are many things I would like to disscuss but can't. because I can't exspress my true feelings for people
and there ideas on things. I don't really talk to carol anymore and my mind is going to burst because My best friend that
left she doesn't remember me and I feel like I want to cry over it. I use this blog to get it all out of my system. So my life sucks royaly.

2004-01-11T12:34:00.000-08:00

Sorry I have not posted in a while I have been pritty busy with school and Colorguard.Um......her is alittle info on witchcraft
all witches have a book that they put spells secrets about there experiances.Like what they think on the craft and do they
just like the power or do they believe they have a true connection on it.First you ask yourself why?why witchcraft?why do
it?There are so many different questions asked on witch craft because it is a mistery to most but if you are truly a witch you would be able to channel your power.

Witches should have a sence of feeling or direction on witch they prefer to have a spiritual bond on things.

2004-01-03T22:59:00.000-08:00

hey sup nothing is still happening in the world I'm living in and I'm really really bored right (now) see I fixed it. I have an eye necklace now it's ok same color as my eye. Now can't you see how bored I'am.I'm talking about a neck less

I WAN'T TO GIVE A SHOT OUT TO THE ONLY PERSON WHO READS MY BLOG
THANK YOU CAROL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CALL ME AND TELL ME IF YOU MADE A NEW BLOG YET?????????????????????

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(WITCHCRAFT IS THE BEST AND EVERY WITCH HAS A NOTEBOOK
IN WITCH THEY WRITE SPELLS AND SECRETS IN

2003-12-29T13:22:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone who reads my blog. I have apsolutle nothing going on in my life. Well tomarrow is my
Birthday and there is nothing going on yeppy right not. What I really want is to go shopping yes I know thats not me at
all but I like to shop after all I am a girl. so whats up with all of you.

:) smile smile smile smile yea I will smile,not. there is nothing in the world to smile about
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what do you think about that ok. peolple think about everything in the world but then if you think about it and you exspress
your own ideas and your own opion you are going to be wrong to someone about something.because every one is right
you just have to look at it from there point of veiw then look at it from your point of veiw.

So you see everyones right no one is ever really "wrong"

yes my blog has a lot of logic to it but someone has to think of these things.

Random saying::"your never really wrong"

2003-12-27T12:36:00.000-08:00

TODAY WERE MOVING IN TO CHRISTINA'S HOUSE. I DON'T REALLY WANT TO BECAUSE KNOW I'LL NEVER GET ANY PRIVESY. I THINK THERE IS TO MUCH WANT BUT CANT HAVE IN MY LIFE. I THINK I PUT I IN TO MUCH BUT THIS IS MY BLOG SO I SHOULD. WE HAVE TO GET RID OF MISSY. I REALLY KNOW SHE'LL GO TO A GOOD HOME AND THATS THE PART I'M HAPPY ABOUT. UM........................OTHER THAN ALL THE DRAMA IN MY LIFE "I'M FINE" DO YOU REALLY BELIVE THAT I'M FINE. NOT REALLY I WOULD MUCH RATHER GET AWAY FROM IT ALL. WITH OUT ANY NOIES

I C-A-N-'-T S-P-E-L-L F-O-R B-E-A-N-S !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK WRITE TO YOU SOON

RANDOM SAYING:: " all i know is what people tell me"

2003-12-26T13:43:00.000-08:00

Hey again its me I have to cut this one alittle short though. I think I did good this Christmas I had
gotten 70$ I think I did ok and another thing do you realize how many times I say"I". Interesting right. If anyone reads this Have a merry Christmas and a happy new year. 4 days till my BIRTHDAY yea I'm only counting because it's six days after Christmas and a day before new years.

BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY FINALLY 15 YEARS OLD BUT WHAT IS OLD ANY WAY THERE ARE PEOPLE YOUNGER THAN US BUT THERE ARE ALSO PEOPLE OLDER THAN US.

RANDOM SAYING::"your greater than you'll ever know"

2003-12-24T16:47:00.000-08:00

CAPOOY CAPOOY CAPOOY! thats what it is. Today is X-mas eve and 6 days till my B-day. Today I'm having a good day
(I talked to Carol). Katelyn does not like the braclete. woohoo yeppy. I love FAIRIES. Yes,these blogs are worthless but
they have some purpose to they help you to express feelings. I LOVE QUIZILLA.

Did you know that everyone has a purpose in life know matter what the purpose is. So we all belong here even
if we don't want to be here or think we don't belong here. so think about this we mite love hate or kinda like something
but we all belong here.

I love this blog i just love getting everything out in the open where I can talk and express things.

Random saying::"Christmas is the greatest time ever"

2003-12-19T14:56:00.000-08:00

hey!!!!whats up what is it called when the world suddenly comes crashing down on you well thats what my life is like when everything goes capooy on you . I can't explain it but my social life is also stupid freaky scary yet I wonder what my life would be like if I could have do overs any time i want to.

or if I could get anything i wanted and what would it bee? I can't answer my question but I can't help to wonder what it would be like. Or if I could spend one day with anyone why would it be but to tell you the truth one day wouldn't be enough. You would want to spend all the time in the world with that one person.

Many people including myself take life for granted and one day our life is suddenly over what do other people start thinking about Death that person isn't here any more that person died and there not coming back. Yes, that person did die but there soul still goes on with each and every step you take there always with you.You just have too feel there presents with in you.

I ask you this "If you were to die at any moment what would you tell
your family and friends before you go?

Random Saying::"never take life for granted you don't know how it"
will end up.

bye love meÃ„

2003-12-18T15:55:00.000-08:00

sorry i haven't found the time two write but today i can't write much.
Tomarrow is the last day of school then winter break starts. YEA!!!!!! saturday I'm going to Christinas party. hopefully it's fun for me.

Carol and I are going further and further apart because we don't talk much anymore.:( "tear" I feel that we need to talk more.

School sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sooooo bad. home life does also We are moving in the middle of january "tear" That house has been my home ever since i was a baby. That house also brings back so much memory's.Too!I'm depressed because of it.

THERE MESSING WITH MY HEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I DON'T LIKE IT AT ALL

I had detention today my first one for talking but i'm shy that can't happen to me not me. Bye.

random song name:: "walking in a

2003-12-14T11:35:00.000-08:00

Yea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The guard party was good. The people that were there were Melissa of course, Lauren,Kasey, Elizabeth, Kris,Katelyn(biatch), Michelle, Stephanie,Cecilia,and me we danced to Christmas music and opened gifts"secret Santa gifts". I had Michelle and Michelle had me isn't that weird. Queen of the flags wasn't there"Emily". I can't say anything bad about these people Emily"QOTF",Malala, Carol. THERE ARE SO MANY CHRISTMAS GIFTS AND SO LITTLE TIME.

IF YOU GOT ME A GIFT YOU DON'T HAVE TOO THIS YEAR I'M NOT GOING TO BE SELFISH YOU DON'T HAVE TO GET ME ANYTHING AT ALL.

My weekends great I relaxing at home and making Christmas gifts. Watching movies doing homework which is boring but fun at the same time. Candies are good.

RANDOM SAYING:: " Believe in your self thats all that you can do"

2003-12-10T14:47:00.000-08:00

Hey it's me Whats up. My day's are getting better as we speak. Don't ask me why. The whole time in the winter guard show I'm next to Katelyn I hate it so so so so so very much. It sucks. My friend says it is to even it out because I'm good and she is "bad" I guess because I also suck. EMILY IS THE QUEEN OF THE FREASHMAN FLAGS!!!

Guard party this Friday yea yea great I guess. I love what I'm making for everyone it's so "CUTE". Ok this is whats going on about the moving thing we have to see what kind of deal wecan make with them and we might have to move by the middle of January. I guess Christina's ok but she gets on my nerves. I don't like to talk to her at school but she's ok.

I have a few really good friends there's Carol, Patti, Courtney, Cat, and Emily. Those people are the best friends I could ever have because we all have our differences but deep down we have alittle bit of everything in our hearts.

CHRISTMAS SONG
WALKING IN A WINTER WANDERLAND

SLEIGH BELLS RING,
ARE YOU LISTENING?
DOWN THE LANE,
SNOW IS GLISTENING.
WHAT A BEAUTIFUL SIGHT,
WERE HAPPY TONIGHT,
WALKING IN A WINTER WONDERLAND.

GONE AWAY IS THE BLUEBIRD,
HERE TO STAY IS THE NEW BIRD.
HE SINGS US HIS SONG,
AS WE PLAY ALONG,
WALKING IN A WINTER WONDER LAND.

IN THE MEADOW WE CAN BUILD A SNOW MAN,
THEN PRETEND THAT HE IS PARSON BROWN.
HE'LL SAY ARE YOU MARRIED?
WE'LL SAY "NO MAN!BUT YOU CAN DO THE JOB
WHILE YOUR IN TOWN".

LATER ON WE'LL CONSPIRE,
AS WE DREAM BY THE FIRE,
TO FACE UNAFRIAD.
THE PLANS THAT WE MADE,
WALKING IN A WINTER WONDERLAND.

IN THE MEADOW WE CAN BUILD A SNOW MAN.
THEN PRETEND THAT HE'S A CIRCUS CLOWN,
WE'LL HAVE LOTS OF FUN WITH MR. SNOWMAN,
UNTIL THE OTHER KIDDIES KNOCK HIM DOWN.

WHEN IT SNOWS,
IT'S SO THRILLING,
THO' YOUR NOSE,
GETS A CHILLING,

WE'LL FROLIC AND PLAY,
THE ESKIMO WAY ,
WALKING IN A WINTER WONDERLAND.

2003-12-09T14:53:00.000-08:00

THE WHOLE CAROL THING IS OVER YEA YEA YEA YEA YRA YEA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm not Katelyn's friend anymore YEPPY!!!!!!! So everything can go back to normal. "Sort of" I think. The canyon classic was ok,but me and Carol had to pretend to hate each other. That sucks.

I'm making christmas gifts for everyone. ok. They are so pritty. cool.

We might have to move thats sad but I'm not sure {tear} I don't want to give up my animals but i have to give up most of them.

I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo very sad!!!!!!!

Random saying:: "seeing isn't believing, believing is seeing"Ä

2003-12-05T14:54:00.000-08:00

I DON'T KNOW! I DON'T KNOW! I DON'T KNOW! I have know clue what I should do about this whole Carol thing. The letter she wrote me was harsh and cruel I have no idea in the world what I should do about it.

Carol just know told me today that it was just an act but the way she wrote the letter I don't know.

By the way I like who I'm hanging out with know. There so nice and kind. Colorguard practice is tonight it sucks big time. My day was ok bescides that little detail. But I can't keep thinking about..........oh never mind
I'll write soon I hope.

Random saying::"There are so many things to believe, you choose!"

2003-12-04T14:44:00.000-08:00

Hey.Today was the best day in a long time.I think thats becuz I'm not friends with carol. I don't know.

The bee thing was the wrong thing to describe her as if that makes any sence at all really. to tell you the truth there are many ways to describe her. And everyone.

I think know i'll have a lot more friends. now that she is not holding me back. I know he could never in life like me " what was i even thinking"

There is going to be a new ride at knott's "I've been there so many times this year it's crazy". When one of my friends asked what is the name another one of my friends said " your mom" so that was the joke at Lunch.

Random Saying::"Don't be afraid to dream"

2003-12-03T15:07:00.000-08:00

RUDE RUDE RUDE RUDE RUDE RUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BLAH that's all I have to say.

Who does she think she is? That's a good Question right. She thinks she's so much better than me" well some of the time". And again Saturday was the worst and another thing why am I blammed for everything. What did I do that was soooo very terrible to them. And how am I annoying"?" I have no Idea what goes on in Carol's head " maybe that a good thing" but I do know one thing she doesn't think about other people and how they feel inside or there own problems.

She doesn't look at it from there point of view only her own and that I believe is the rudest anyone could get. SHE DOESN'T FORGIVE ME ME! ha ha that's real sad what did I do???? Can anyone please answer that please tell me. Should I feel bad all I did was walk off and not answer carol when she called me.
I mean what is the real issue here.

She wrote me a letter today. How she can't stand me and that i'm rude she should of told me that before she told me who really gave her the hikky on
her neak. but i won't say but i could even if she would denie it. who cares. If she thinks I'm not smart she is probably right in school smarts i'm not but
people smarts i'am. B/c to tell you the truth she's sad i feel sorry for her because if you really get to know her you might or this is my feelings toward it
"she reminds me of a bee because she can be nice when bees sting you they don't really know how you feel"I don't know.

Random saying:: " Everyone wants someone or something even if you don't always get it"

2003-11-30T17:33:00.000-08:00

Most of the time i feel i don't belong in this world i feel like i should be somewear else just anyware but here. I feel i don't belong anyware. Thats it i feel horrible i had gotten myself in a fight with Carol and Katelyn. We went to the mall and i didn't fit in this is what happened Katelyn wouldn't talk to me I might said she was being a bit rude but shit who could blame me. Carol & Katelyn think i was rude they were being rases to thin people Quote" I like sears and mervins beacuse they have a section for bigger people there" or "they only sell skinny clothes here". At the last part i was rude but after ward i started to cry and cry thats all i could do I was a Bitch. But they were not much better. I had a good reason i was a bitch. Sort of. Carol if your reading this here this i was a bitch but i really feel to kill myself but i know something you don't care you have it so good you don't care thats just it you don't care i try to care i try thats the difference but i should eather be a loner or die but i won't because i was going to try to make up for what i did and how rude i was but i didn't have enough courage to go up to you and katelyn and say I'm Sorry. You might even say I'm a wimp but this is my side of the story so there thats the end of it BYE

Random saying:: Alittle thing can turn in to a big thing"

2003-11-25T14:47:00.000-08:00

Hey again, its me of course . Life is not going so well right now. Suxs yea thats the word I think but don't blame
me. I have nothing to talk well ok bye now.

Random Saying::
"anything is everything to someone"

2003-11-24T18:36:00.000-08:00

sorry random saying::: Becareful what you wish for. you just might get it.

2003-11-24T18:33:00.000-08:00

Satuday & sunday was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo so very BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! satuday i went to a party and it suxs big time there was bearly no one there and Kristen was getting fricky thing with a guy. Sunday suxs also i went to Knotts Christina Richards omg she is such a scared y cat its soooooooooooooooooooo funny she would not go on jagur ( spelt wrong). today was quite interesting CAROL LOVES MIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and carol bit me today. eeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww I just had to get that out of my system!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2003-11-22T16:56:00.000-08:00

Hey! I'm just listening to music. I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo very BORED i desided to write another entry. We just got a new puppy her name is Missy she is some what a pitbull. she is soooooooo........very cute. alittle more about me is Ilove animals, horror movies also comedy hehe. I love hiking the out doors and everything like that. I also have cats,dogs,birds,and rats. So this is me i'm very weird like that. But i think i'm ok to hang out with right.
I don't get along with my friends very well but i like to hang. Did you ever here about a rapper named Blonde she suxs soooo bad tring to be black it's sad. I'm going to a party as i said be4 i have know idea what were going to do from 7 to 11 hopefully it's going to be fun fun fun.
our cheerleaders sux you can't understand what there saying and also our team we probably won 2 or 3 games the hole year. oh....yea I'm also in colorguard. Were ok i guess. Our song 4 winter guard is soo very fast. anyway bi bi

Random saying/Random lyrics::

If god is the DJ
Life is a Dance floor
Love is the rythem
You are the music

2003-11-22T14:17:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone this is my first online diary. I am 14 teen years old. I'm in Canyon High School. My life sucks so what's up. There is a bunch of blah ness in my life right now. I have no BF. And how can you tell if someone likes you? next topic Life sucks and it always will. Especially when you have no conversational skills

Random saying::

"Believe in yourself"